Sober Death

Sparkling sounds
I tasted purple lights
It was heaven
It wasn't real

Maybe my life sober doesn't worth
I need fantasy to breath
Because my world is an endless agony

Now I see I've never been real
No even me would be able to love myself
I'm lost
I'm done
I've been lived a lie all along
Now that I face the truth
I'm going under my bloody tears

Forsaken
No one can save me from myself
I'm too lonely to forget the pain
Reality is what I fear
Suicide seduces me like blood

Life is like a nightmare
Just most disturbing and dark
Death, come to save me
My final time